Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
You could never imagine the pain i feel,
when i start to question what is real......
I have this fear of never being satisfied, i can't find stable happiness
I have this fear of never being satisfied, i can't find stable happiness
believe me, i've tried.
Please know it's not easy, thinking I might live life until i die,
wondering if i'll ever be satisfied.
Who else could I blame myself for my insecurity?
Sometimes i hate my cynicism, which only results in vacillation,
Sometimes i hate my cynicism, which only results in vacillation,
i get caught in the whirlwind that circulates through my mind.
i take a breath and try to concentrate,
to make sure my emotions don't instigate....
the result being a decision i might regret,
or suffer for down the line,
look at the monster I've created in my mind.
When my heart skips a beat and words pause with hesitation,
It's just my overactive imagination
to make sure my emotions don't instigate....
the result being a decision i might regret,
or suffer for down the line,
look at the monster I've created in my mind.
When my heart skips a beat and words pause with hesitation,
It's just my overactive imagination
that constant fear of the future
and what will happen to me
and what will happen to me
i'm uncomfortable having so much emotion
why can't it be more simple,
it's my only insecurity
why can't it be more simple,
it's my only insecurity
You.....not being true to me.
this whole reality
seems so incessant and all this perfection
just makes me hesitant,
this whole reality
seems so incessant and all this perfection
just makes me hesitant,
just so perfect
how can it be?
that someone so grounded like you
found someone so mixed up like me?
how can it be?
that someone so grounded like you
found someone so mixed up like me?
i say these things not just to flatter you.
You know i mean it,
you're forever on my mind
I know a guy like you isn't easy to find.
But now I have come to a fork in the road,
Where i must no longer carry that load,
Ease the burden off my shoulders
and try not to leave a scar.
You know i mean it,
you're forever on my mind
I know a guy like you isn't easy to find.
But now I have come to a fork in the road,
Where i must no longer carry that load,
Ease the burden off my shoulders
and try not to leave a scar.
Hahaha.. hi again ppl.. hmmm... jus tot dis is a nice poem.. cos today nth much to type here.. hahaha.. was fa dai ing thruout e whole time i was in sch i guess... wahahaz.. hmm.. gotta go do revisions for tomorrow english paper le.. hahahaz.. byebye~
5:05 AM
Let your heart out.
I wannnY
my loved ones to be happy :D to be your BFF :) a better day more 2g outings :/ Drama SYF Gold
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